Posted in 1 with tags on December 21, 2009 by supersakii

Hello :}
As you can see, my wordpress died yet again LOL…

For the past year, I have moved more to gaming. Music still plays a big part of my life, but now I listen to different things besides VK/jrock. Don’t worry, I’m still a big fan of alice nine. and d’espairsray xD

Now, I keep an anime/manga/gaming blog so visit me here

I repeat,

http://scarletfragments.blog128.fc2.com

If you have fc2, add me~ If you need help on Deceived Mad Pain (the jrock riddle), feel free to drop by on my new blog.
And if you got a youtube account (which I assume most of you will have?), add me: sakixshinya
(Still a fan of Lead :})

Thanks for visiting my dead wordpress, means alot to me….xD

Oh, and Merry early Christmas everyone!

I AM ALIVE, once again

Posted in Everday Stuff with tags , , , , , , on August 2, 2009 by supersakii

LOL, yes my wordpress always ends up dying.
Been so busy lately, last minute cosplay shopping and stuff *fails*

Seriously hope I’m going to make it.
Saturday, I might go as Saitou Hajime
Sunday, I’m going as Nadeshiko from Shugo Chara
SERIOUSLY HOPE I CAN MAKE IT.

What have I been doing lately?

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Gaming, lazing around, last minute manifest stuff.

And I’ve been watching Hyakujitsu no Bara (Maiden Rose)
Hyakujitsu no Bara Pictures, Images and Photos

Taki is one gorgeous guy ;__;
Has OVA 2 been subbed yet? *is totally outdated*

On a side note, my hard drive is full =_=
Kuroshitsuji and Valkyria Chronicles killed off my remaining space :/

AND I have Togainu no Chi, Animamundi Dark Alchemist, Yo Jin Bo, True Rememberance TO FINISH OFF >> I haven’t even started on Yo Jin Bo, I’m half way for Togainu no Chi, I finished only Dashwood’s route, True Rememberance…no idea where I’m up to
I can’t seem to play computer games for long time now >_< Though I’ll try and get them over with by the end of this year….

On a side note, I’m going to get Hakuouki portable limited edition :D
Yes, I know. I love Hakuouki LOL

Akira’s hot.

Yeah, I just ranted my ass off LOL

Manifest 09

Posted in 1 with tags , , , , , , , , on April 15, 2009 by supersakii

Is anyone cosplaying as Hakuoki characters for Manifest this year?

Shugo shugo shugo yes~

Posted in anime/manga with tags , , , , , , , , , , on April 10, 2009 by supersakii

Hmm, I am way behind on my anime these days because of school –…
I’m up to episode 74 for Shugo Chara Doki!
And episode 4 for Zoku Natsume Yuujinchou

*sigh* And I can’t be bothered watching them anymore because half the time I’m reading novels xD

Anyway, I love Hoshina Utau’s voice. It’s so powerful~ My favourite song by her is probably Heartful Song which was used in one of the Shugo Chara Doki eps.

Anyway, I bring you the full version of ‘Heartful Song’ which I uploaded onto MediaFire~
Comment not needed but preferred if downloading.
If reposting link on other sites, please credit me :)

Download “Heartful Song” by Nana Mizuki/Hoshina Utau

If you want the song that was in one of the Shugo Chara Doki! eps where Younger Utau sings with Younger Ikuto’s violin playing, please comment on this post and I’ll be glad to upload it for you!

Enjoy~

I AM BACK :D

Posted in jrock with tags , , , , , , , on April 9, 2009 by supersakii

After *looks at date* a year of being dead on wordpress
I have decided to come back :D ~

O_O I just noticed that my wordpress had quite alot of comments~
Awesome! People actually read my blogs~

Wow, wordpress looks different, I wonder if i can navigate it properly now…blah the options and stuff are blocking my way so I can’t really see what I’m typing ._.

Anyways, back to business. I haven’t been up to date with the jrock world for ages, so first thing I found out was that Takeru of SuG starred in the movie Beat Rock Love which is like a movie about the visual kei scene if I have read correctly.

The fictional band in the movie, is called ‘Love Diving’ and the fictional band have released a single called “Shout it Loud”
And because of my return, I uploaded the song Shout it Loud onto mediafire ^^ If you guys want the other song, comment and tell me and I’ll be happy to upload for you~
Feel free to download, no need for comments but preferred. If you’re going to post the link in other places please credit :)
Download ‘Shout It Loud’

And on a side note, I finally finished Devil May Cry 4 on PS3 LOL. I am such a noob, took me 5 months to finish the game because I kept getting stuck and giving up xD

A message from Sakii

Posted in jrock with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on April 1, 2008 by supersakii

emILY, comment on this post when you see it :D and keep checking the comments on the post for when i reply to them~~

 blood-flyer.jpgBLOOD tour with GPKISM in Australia

June 7 GLOBE THEATRE (Brisbane / QLD)
220 BRUNSWICK STREET, FORTITUDE VALLEY, BRISBANE
All Ages / Doors open 12.30pm / Tickets: $25 + B/F / Bands: BLOOD, GPKISM, AURAL WINDOW
Tickets: www.globetheatre.oztix.com.au

June 8 FACTORY THEATRE (Sydney / NSW)
105 VICTORIA ROAD, ENMORE, SYDNEY
All Ages / Doors open 7.30pm / Tickets: $25 + B/F / Bands: BLOOD, GPKISM, AURAL WINDOW
Tickets: www.factorytheatre.com.au

June 9 Hifi bar (Melbourne / VIC)
125 SWANSTON STREET, MELBOURNE
18+/Doors open 7.30pm / Tickets: $25 + B/F / Bands: BLOOD, GPKISM, AW
*U/18s will not be admitted unless accompanied by their parent or legal guardian
Tickets: www.thehifi.com.au and Missing Link

Important Announcement from Sakii

Posted in jrock with tags , , , , , , on March 25, 2008 by supersakii

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easter from Sakii

Posted in Everday Stuff with tags on March 20, 2008 by supersakii

^^ EASTERS TOMORROW :)

HOLIDAYS!!! BOOYAH

YUUKI UR SUCH AN ASSFACE

Goubatsu. Chapter 3

Posted in jrock with tags , , , , , , , on March 15, 2008 by supersakii

Goubatsu

Title: Goubatsu
Author: Me/supersakii
Pairings: Read to find out
Bands: The GazettE, Alice Nine and others (was lazy to list ;_;”)
Warnings: Not saying yet, read to find out
Rating: NC 17 to R?
Summary: __fill in blanks yourself__
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the bands. I only own my OCs
THANKS TO AMY FOR BETA READING!

{ ? POV }

I screamed as loud as I could but not a soul could hear me. He had tied a gag around my mouth and I couldn’t fight his strength. I knew what was happening; I could feel his hands wrenching my shirt off. I don’t know why but I started crying. I was helpless and no one could save me. Most of all, I felt hurt and I was terrified. I thought he was my friend. He said to me he loved me but it was all lies and I fell for it. I decided to stay silent and let him do whatever he pleased, after all no one could hear my screams of help but him and his friend.

{ Hiroto’s POV }

“Hey Hiroto, wake up…” A voice softly said. I felt the person’s hand slapping my face gently. I knocked the person’s hand away. I wanted to continue dreaming. The person probably got impatient because the person slapped me hard on the face.

“Wake up Hiroto NOW…” The person yelled.

“Okay okay…” I groaned and sat up and rubbed my cheek where he slapped me. My head hurt a lot. Probably because I drank too much yesterday night. It was Saga who woke me up.

“Saga what’s wrong? Oh yeah, I had the weirdest dream ever” I said and yawned. He remained quiet so I looked at his face.

“Saga, what’s wrong?” I repeated. “Okay, you’re scaring me with your silence. Tell me now!”

“Tora’s dead” was his reply. What kind of sick joke is that?!

“Saga, stop kidding around” I said angrily. It’s not funny to joke that your friend’s dead. “I was with him last night”

“Hiroto…I’m not lying…” He said softly which was strange; Saga’s always loud. “We found his body at one of the hot springs….”

I couldn’t believe it. If he keeps joking about Tora being dead, I’ll seriously bitch slap him to Neverland.

“Stop kidding around, you’re starting to irritate me with your lame jo-” I looked at his eyes. He was crying.

“…” I quickly jumped out of my futon and ran out of my room. I ran into the elevator and slammed the down button.

“Come on…” I muttered. It can’t be true. Tora couldn’t have died. I was with him last night. Saga’s lying. It’s a joke.

*Ding*

The doors of the elevator slid open. I quickly jumped in and pressed the ‘Ground floor’ button.

“Morning Hiroto”

I jumped at the voice. I turned around to find Aoi.

“Morning Aoi, didn’t see you there…” I mumbled. I wasn’t in the mood to talk. I just wanted to see if Saga’s stupid joke was true or not. If it wasn’t, I’ll kill him and I’m not kidding.

“Did you hear what happened?” Aoi asked.

“What?” I asked impatiently. “Come on stupid elevator faster…”

“Reita told me that Tora was…” He said softly.

“NO! IT CANNOT BE TRUE!” I screamed and once the elevator reached ground floor, I bolted out to the hot springs. As I got closer, I saw a huge group of people surrounding one of the baths at the left.

“Excuse me” I said as I slipped my way through the crowd. I ended up at the front with the others. Everyone was there, crying. Especially Uruha. Ruki cried into Reita’s body as I stared at everyone.

“Hiroto…Tora’s……Tora’s…” Shou cried and placed his hands over his face. “Who would do such a thing?!”

I looked at the floor. I couldn’t believe what I saw. I fell straight on my knees.

“This isn’t happening. This isn’t happening” I muttered to myself. I looked at the corpse of Tora. What remained of him that is. I screamed.  It’s all a dream. I’m still sleeping. Wake up! WAKE UP!

“He’s probably been dead for around 6 hours. We still haven’t found the lower part of his body.” The detective said to Nao. I ran to the detective and grabbed him by the shoulders.

“WHO DID THIS? WHO KILLED TORA” I screamed at his face. I feel like I was going to explode. Who would want to kill Tora?! Why would anyone do this? I don’t understand! “I WAS WITH HIM LAST NIGHT! I EVEN DROPPED HIM OFF AT HIS ROOM”

“Kid, let go! I know this is hard for you but we still haven’t found any clues. We’ll inform you once we do find some” the detective said and brushed my hands off his shoulders.

“He had a painful death. His body was cut roughly but we still haven’t found the murder weapon yet.” The detective said softly.

“Tora…” Uruha cried out softly and Aoi comforted him with pats and rubs on the back. “I never got to tell you…”

“Sir! We think we’ve found something” yelled out one of the many investigators there. He threw all the towels from a basket on the top shelf and pulled out something. A saw tainted in blood.

“I’ll use the powder now to find finger prints”

It took another 10 minutes before they announced they couldn’t find any fingerprints. They also tested the blood, the blood matched Tora’s. My headache started to worsen. I couldn’t take it anymore. Tora’s dead and we don’t know who killed him. What if another innocent life was taken again? I walked towards Tora’s corpse. His mouth was opened wide; as if he was screaming out loud during the last moments of his life.

“Tora…” I whispered. I touched his hands. His hands were cold and stiff. Then I saw something. A clue. I wrenched open his fists. An identification card.

“Detective, I think I’ve found something…” I said; my voice shaking. The detective and the forensic investigators gathered around. I handed the detective the identification card that was smeared with blood in some places.

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Name: Satsuki
Age: 21
Gender: Female

I am a masseuse of this onsen. Please have a great
time at the Tokyo Onsen.
∥ ∣∣∥∥∣∣∥∣∥∥∣∣∣∣∥
T1296020481

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“We’re looking for a female with the name Satsuki that works at this onsen. If armed, use any tatics to capture her. Over” A police officer said to his walkie talkie. The detective had taken the identification card and placed it into a plastic bag.

“Why would a person working at this place kill Tora?” I asked. I was stunned; surely these workers at this onsen aren’t actually wanted criminals in disguise. “Tora doesn’t carry anything of value with him…but his life”

My headache hurt even more. The pain seared through every part of my head.

“Argh!!!” I screamed as I held my head tight. It was as if someone had stabbed my head.

“Oh my god, Hiroto you’re bleeding!!!!!!!!” Saga shouted. I started to feel dizzy, my eyesight slowly became blurry. I could see Saga and Shou yelling something at me but no sound came from them. My eyes couldn’t keep themselves open and then everything became black.

4 Hours Later

I opened my eyes to see the guys standing around where I was lying.

“You okay Hiro? You lost a lot of blood…” Ruki said as he held onto Reita’s arm tightly.

“Yeah I am…what happened to me? The last thing I remembered was that I fainted” I mumbled as I rubbed my head. It felt better, much better.

“You had a big cut on the back of your head” Nao said. “But the docs stitched it back up. He says you’ll be up and running around in no time~”

“I wonder how I got it. I don’t remember anything from last night…the last thing I do remember from last night was dropping Tora off at his room and returning to my room…” I muttered to myself. Maybe this hit caused my loss in memory?

“Well we hope you get better” Uruha said softly and patted my head as if I was a little boy. So this is how Ruki feels everyday huh?

Everybody soon decided to call it a day. We were all saddened, grieving and shocked at Tora’s sudden death. We had lost one of our oldest friends and also, a piece of our heart.

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{ Someone’s POV } FLASHBACK

“Stay quiet and I won’t hurt you” he said as he ripped the other person’s shirt off. The person was screaming but all I could hear were muffled sounds. The words were muffled but if you listened closely, you could hear that the person was screaming out ‘help’.

“You wanna join in?” he asked me.

“I’m fine watching” I replied.

“Okay, enjoy your free entertainment” he said to me and then he unzipped the other person’s pants.

“I’m getting turned on by just watching” I laughed. I could feel a tent building up in my pants. He slowly unzipped his own pants before pushing himself into the other person. The other person tried to remain silent as he did.

“Fast or slow?” He asked me.

“Any” I answered. I didn’t really care. I just wanted to see him fuck the shit out of that person.

“Hai hai” he replied and then took himself out of the other person but not for long. He soon began thrusting hard and smoothly into the other person. The other person tried to keep quiet as if that person was giving him permission to do it. I knew the tent that was building up in my pants had finally finished. I placed my hands on it. I was lusting for some action myself. I started to rub myself. It felt so good.

“Come on, struggle more. Make this more enjoyable” He hissed at that person. The other person was crying but remained silent. Once he starts, he never stops. It was no use struggling against him. I couldn’t stop myself watching, I’m having an orgasm. For some reason, I was excited to see that person struggle and cry in pain.

 It made me feel…superior.

AN: How did you like this chapter? I tried to make it all mysterious like who “?” is and who the last view belonged to and stuff. I’m sorry Tora had died first but it was a random choice (or was it?). You know, even I do not know who “?” is as I am just thinking as I type so yeah. Feedback is appreciated!~ ^-^ If you liked it, please introduce your friends about it so I can get more feedback  because I want the story to be in your liking (ß does that even make sense?). Thanks Amy for beta reading for me!  Anyways please be patient and wait for chapter 4!

Goubatsu. Chapter 2

Posted in supersakii's fanfic with tags , , , , , , , on March 14, 2008 by supersakii

Goubatsu

Title: Goubatsu
Author: Me/supersakii
Pairings: Read to find out
Bands: The GazettE, Alice Nine and others (was lazy to list ;_;”)
Warnings: Not saying yet, read to find out
Rating: NC 17 to R?
Summary: __fill in blanks yourself__
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the bands. I only own my OCs
This chapter isn’t beta read yet, will repost once it is

{ Nao’s POV }

“HEY EVERYONE!” squawked a voice. I looked up from my magazine.

“Oh, it’s only you Aoi~” I continued to read my magazine as the others laughed.

“What do you mean only?!” Aoi said in a whiny voice. I bet he’s going to sit next to Tora and then start bugging him on why we shouldn’t say ‘Oh, it’s only you’ to him. He’s a very predictable man.

“Hey Tora, you shouldn’t say to me ‘Oh it’s only you’ because that’s just mean” He took the unoccupied seat next to Tora. I told you so, Aoi is very predictable.

“Aoi. Just shut your trap” Tora said bluntly as he continued to read. I took a sip from my Starbucks coffee that I bought on the way here.

“Aoi, you beat me! Congratulations~” Uruha said. I bet Uruha tricked Aoi in finding us first for them. What a smart guy.

“Good on you Uruha,” I said and gave him a wink. As usual, he winked back.

“Is something in your eye Uru?” Aoi asked as he got up and walked up to Uruha’s face and checked his eyes.

“Ow Aoi! Watch where you’re poking!” Uruha wailed as he held his eye that Aoi ‘accidently’ poked. I laughed and took out my phone.

“Hey!! Nao delete it or else I’ll send you Neverland with Tora” Uruha threatened.

“Okay I’ll delete it, only because you said Tora was going to be there” I chuckled and clicked the ‘delete’ button.

“Sad” Tora said over his magazine. He was sucked into reading about piercings. He’s the biggest piercing freak I have ever known. He doesn’t even have a lot of piercings yet he’s all drooling over them. I told him to get more if he loved them so much but he said if I paid for it he’ll get it pierced. Tight ass.

“Where are the others?” Shou asked as he continued to flick through the channels.

“They’re coming” Aoi answered as he continued to nurse Uruha’s eye.

As everyone continued to chat and read their magazines, I saw something at the corner of my eye.

“What was that?” I asked. I was a bit freaked out and I blame movies. You know when they’re sitting there then suddenly there’s a black blur that goes pass them? Yeah, that’s what I’m experiencing right now.  I looked at where I last saw the blur and I swear, I think it was Kai. What the hell is he doing without saying hi to us?

“It’s nothing probably your paranoia” Hiroto laughed. He always assumes that my paranoia is the reason behind things. His brain’s view isn’t very wide that’s for sure.

“Reita come catch me! ~”

I could recognise that voice from anywhere. It was Ruki. I looked up to see him running, or should I say flying, towards us. And behind him was Reita, chasing him.

“It’s the remake of King Kong. Reita starring as King Kong and Ruki starring Ann Darrow” Saga joked and dropped his magazine on his lap. “How are you Beauty? And how are you Beast?”

“Very funny” Reita muttered. “I’m tired”

“Beautiful Ruki is out of gas for flying~” Ruki said and sat down. Reita chuckled and sat on Ruki.

“King Kong is ever so heavy!” Ruki exclaimed and he hugged Reita tightly. I would have been suffocated if I was Reita. I wonder how he actually survives Ruki’s deadly hugs.

“Sorry Uru! Do you want me to take you to the first aid?!” Aoi exclaimed as he tried to take the broken pieces of lenses out of Uruha’s eyes.

“NO! Reita, come with me to the first aid! I don’t want Mr Clumsy to come because he’ll break my other lense” Uruha wailed. “You can protect me!”

“Fine, I’ll be in my room then” Aoi said. You can tell in his voice he was kind of hurt when Uruha called him clumsy.

“Bye” I said and drank the rest of my coffee as I watched Aoi disappear up the stairs.

“But Reita’s protecting me!” Ruki exclaimed. Why can’t Uruha just ask me or something?

“I’ll come if you want” Tora offered. My jaws dropped. What the hell!?!

“It’s okay. I’ll just go by myself since Reita is all his” Uruha muttered and disappeared to find the first aid room.

“Who are you and what have you done with our Tora?!” I asked and laughed. “Tora, you never offer anyone anything. Is there something you’re not telling me?

He turned a little pink, I’m definitely sure about this. Unless I’m colour blind and he actually turned blue but I’m very sure he just blushed.

“I’m going to my room first” Tora mumbled and he disappeared into the elevator. My theory now is that Tora has a thing for Uruha. I might be wrong; after all it’s a theory.

“Reita! Reita! Let’s go to the onsen now!” Ruki said cheerfully. I envy his hyperactivity! I live on coffee; it keeps me awake!

“Not now Ruki…I’m kind of tired. I’ll go find my room now unless I bump into Kai on the way. He could show me the way.” Reita said. He got up, yawned and stretched.

I just remembered. How could I forget?!?!…

 ”Did Kai come in before?” I asked. It MUST have been Kai.

“Well he should have. I saw him walk into this building” Reita yawned once again. “Ruki, why don’t we go tonight? I’ll feel a bit better and we can have a lot more fun if I’m not as tired like I am right now”

“Whatever. Your sleep is more important than me” Ruki muttered. Ouch, Reita’s going to get a big blow from that.

“. . .”

 I looked up at the tank bassist. There was a dash of pain in his eyes. Poor guy, even I’ll be hurt if my girlfriend or boyfriend said that to me. Though I must admit, this is a rare sight. You hardly see Reita and Ruki talking to each other like this. They’re usually all over each other.

“Okay whatever. I don’t care. It’s up to you if you come or not so whatever” Reita said harshly. Double ouch. I think he’s pissed now. He’s short tempered as always. I looked at Ruki. He flinched when he said that.

“Calm down you two” Saga said and put his arm onto Reita’s shoulder. “Let’s find that room of yours” The two of then disappeared upstairs just like Aoi. Ruki slapped himself on the face and ran his hand through his soft red hair.

“Hey Ruki…are you alright man?” I asked and shifted from my seat to the seat next to him. I kind of pity the kid.

“Fuck off! I don’t need your freaking pity, you stupid pig!” He yelled at my face. My kindness was rejected. Me, a pig? That really hurts.

“Ruki…if you ever need someone to talk to, you can always come to me” I said, my voice breaking a bit towards the end. I feel so rejected. Note to self: Ruki has a sharp tongue.

“Whatever, just fuck off like everybody else you stupid pig” Now he’s just pushing it.

“okay I WILL. You’re just a self centred brat. No wonder everyone’s leaving you behind!” I yelled. Stupid mistake but I didn’t realise because I was in that pissed off mood. “At least I wasn’t the only one rejected here”. I stormed off away from the couches and I knew Hiroto and Shou were staring at me. I stomped my way to the elevator and pressed the ‘Up’ button. When the elevator doors opened, I jumped in and slammed the ‘3′ button as my room was on the 3rd floor.

“Self centred ass” I muttered. I hate being rejected and when you’re trying to be kind aswell! What is his problem!!!! The doors slowly closed and I saw him looking at me with hateful eyes.

{3rd person POV }

Soon after Nao had left, Hiroto and Shou also decided to leave Ruki alone for him to calm down. Ruki ran his hand through his hair again and grabbed a pillow. He stuffed the pillow onto his face and screamed. A muffled sound that could be barely heard was the result. He stood up and slammed the pillow onto the couch then threw it at the TV.

“Hey what’s the matter?” Asked a voice. Ruki looked up. It was Kai.

He fell onto his knees and raised his arms over his head.

“I feel so…” he whispered.

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{ ? POV }

I feel so rejected. It hurts. He never treats me like he would treat his other friends. I wish he would just understand. I sighed and reached for my bottle of water. I opened the cap and poured its content onto myself. The water slid gracefully through my hair and onto my face. It formed streams that went down all the way to my shirt. It felt nice and cool.

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[ mood |  rejected]
 
It’s really painful when you get rejected.
Especially being rejected by someone close to you..
It hurts
It hurts
It hurts…
I’m not really in the mood today to write…
So I’ll end this post here…

AN: Was that boring? Lmao if you still don’t get what the hell the storyline is, I’m SORRY!!!!! I’m like forging my storyline right now =] DW you will find out what the hell this story is suppose to be about (hopefully) in future chapters J BAHAHHA and what’s this thing about Kai? :O Keep reading to find out! I can’t type Chapter 3 soon because I have shitty odessy projects to complete (statistics for maths, humanities pamphlet x 2 and a power point and an essay for English T_T)! Hope you liked this chapter and how the story is going so far and comment your feedback please!